Cellegen: 《My last post》
Posted: Wed Jul 12, 2017 5:21 pm
........ I think this is the time. The time of change everything what i want to be a real "somebody" in my entire gaming life......
i........ quit on the DDNet. Forever.
Why i just say this? Because this is truth.
Why i just do that? Because.... im not a DDNet player. When i tried to play this game, i was thought in my head: what if people will know my gaming name and nobody dont wanna be..... my friend? that mind is one of famous scarying think i ever expected.
When i tried one of the famous servers and gamemodes like gores, block and race, i knew this game is more powerful and harder than i saw it. Some years later i found my first best gaming fried who has helped me out of any problems. (he is Mr.Macia <3) We saw so much playable and funny maps what we finished together..... but we saw the 3 of 4 part.... of all maps.... bad gameplay, bad design..... eeeh. I said... -hmm. Im trying to make a dummy map.. you wanna help me? He said no. So I tried to figure out the most important things what it needs to be a mapper. My first map's name is《Vertox》what its looks like a hype dummy challenging map. NOT even bad, but the design and the mapping had more wasted time to fits on everything: fun, gameplay and the possibility. Ofc if you check out on the ddnet forum my first map's post, you will see it was rejected...... by jao. All things, maps, stuff what i made, it was made Jao and dear Ninjed more mad by me. 《Later i meet these guys: Silex, Rico, Pixel, Fokkonaut, tropo, index, Nico, Ravie, Im corneum, Miza, OsheOse, Power, Jimmy Jazz, Viper, WELF ^^, Teddi, Gdin, Forris, Aoe (a.k.a Rasmus for respect), Dear our only one ugly purple rat konsti :3, Anqel, Sp|Someone a.k.a Suppa Potato <33, The old .Pryde, Triki, ZimE, Textonik, RayBan, Lovely Mokuz, Larejn...., Kys , Stompie, Villám24, Seba2006, BamBam and SO MUCH MORE PLAYERS....
guys i love you all guys who just knows my name and im so glad to keep up this community alive. I was always tried to be a good...... somebody. But..... i feel it now so weird. I feel im not fitting here. And i feel, i dont need to stay there... because i want..... actually...... i dont know what i wanna. So sad right? Me who played this game over 6 years and now he leaves forever. For real i think i cant, but i dont wanna stay there. I love you guys as always i did, i do and i will do. forever.
My name is Adrian kovacs, but call me Cellegen.
- Peace out. :c
i........ quit on the DDNet. Forever.
Why i just say this? Because this is truth.
Why i just do that? Because.... im not a DDNet player. When i tried to play this game, i was thought in my head: what if people will know my gaming name and nobody dont wanna be..... my friend? that mind is one of famous scarying think i ever expected.
When i tried one of the famous servers and gamemodes like gores, block and race, i knew this game is more powerful and harder than i saw it. Some years later i found my first best gaming fried who has helped me out of any problems. (he is Mr.Macia <3) We saw so much playable and funny maps what we finished together..... but we saw the 3 of 4 part.... of all maps.... bad gameplay, bad design..... eeeh. I said... -hmm. Im trying to make a dummy map.. you wanna help me? He said no. So I tried to figure out the most important things what it needs to be a mapper. My first map's name is《Vertox》what its looks like a hype dummy challenging map. NOT even bad, but the design and the mapping had more wasted time to fits on everything: fun, gameplay and the possibility. Ofc if you check out on the ddnet forum my first map's post, you will see it was rejected...... by jao. All things, maps, stuff what i made, it was made Jao and dear Ninjed more mad by me. 《Later i meet these guys: Silex, Rico, Pixel, Fokkonaut, tropo, index, Nico, Ravie, Im corneum, Miza, OsheOse, Power, Jimmy Jazz, Viper, WELF ^^, Teddi, Gdin, Forris, Aoe (a.k.a Rasmus for respect), Dear our only one ugly purple rat konsti :3, Anqel, Sp|Someone a.k.a Suppa Potato <33, The old .Pryde, Triki, ZimE, Textonik, RayBan, Lovely Mokuz, Larejn...., Kys , Stompie, Villám24, Seba2006, BamBam and SO MUCH MORE PLAYERS....
guys i love you all guys who just knows my name and im so glad to keep up this community alive. I was always tried to be a good...... somebody. But..... i feel it now so weird. I feel im not fitting here. And i feel, i dont need to stay there... because i want..... actually...... i dont know what i wanna. So sad right? Me who played this game over 6 years and now he leaves forever. For real i think i cant, but i dont wanna stay there. I love you guys as always i did, i do and i will do. forever.
My name is Adrian kovacs, but call me Cellegen.
- Peace out. :c